Welcome to myself to this blogging world:). After so many years...i finally have a blog to myself. I didn't have a blog before as i was lazy to constantly maintain a blog and also prob coz i have been hurt by a blog entry before. So i didn't want to be another person that unknowingly hurt others with my blog entry. But Limin said that one can blog about her happiness and not necessary blog abt unhappy stuff and by creating this blog it could be a platform of communication with my friends and family, so i created this to try out. Haha...hope that my monotonous life won't bore anyone out.

Recently, I have been hearing more and more ppl considering of not gg beijing anymore. I don't know why..but i juz feel nostalgic upon hearing this. Prob it's the thought tt not everybody tt i meet in this course in this 3 years will not be gg with me to beijing. It won't feel complete w/o them. This BMS course has left us with so few choice. The job options are not alot and the number of job opp isn't tt optimistic either. This is so frustrating. However, I have decided 9 mths ago to juz go ahead with learning TCM coz i think research won't be my cup of tea. All the readings on stuff that i don't understand and the need to constantly do expt tt i don't know what they r for is frustrating. I don't know if I can be a good sinseh but this route is prob more feasible for me at this moment. Although the choice to do TCM is full of uncertainty and insecurity...but strangely enough i have nv thought of not gg to Beijing. This is prob coz of the opp to experience life w/o my parents. i have been to much of a 温室里的小花, i think it's time for me to face new challenges and solve them by myself. It's also my dream to travel ard the world to understand the culture of every part of the world, so i guess gg to beijing is part of fulfilling my dream too. And this could prob also be coz i'm someone who will be committed to something whenever i have chose it. Since i have chosen this course 3 yrs ago, i shld complete it till to the end. Nevertheless, I still wish everyone all the best no matter they choose to go beijing or not...

After some depressing thoughts, let me talk abt something more interesting bah. I went to the zoo with my family today. It had been years ago since I visited the zoo. The thought of visiting it again with my family makes me feel very blessed. We caught 2 out of 3 of the animal shows. The first one was the 'Elephants at work and play'. Unforturnately i felt that this was boring. All we could see was the elephants moving logs about. My brother was saying that the elephant shows in Thailand was much more interesting. They could see elephants writing and drawing there. The nxt show we caught was the 'rainforest fights back'..this was a much better one. We could see otters, racoon, longtailed macaque etc etc. We tried to catch the 'splash safari' but there were too much ppl there. One person even told us tt we were blocking her kids..so we decide to forgo this. We walk ard and we saw many other animals..such as the cat family, the primate family, the reptile family...etc. Oh..i also saw the squirrel monkey tt Shar is now doing her project on. The squirrel monkeys were so cute. One of them was even looking at me with inquisitive eyes and he/she kept on nodding his/her head in such a cute way. Even my mum who is afraid of animals said they r cute. Shar is so luckly to be working on such cute animals.